back from Desaru...its a super boring place...other than its endless sea and beautiful beach resort, its boring...i went sea kayaking for 1 hour plus...should be 2 hours because its charged at RM35 but fighting against the wave and wind, its tiring...and the super choppy waves makes me sick...the waves are high...u will never experience that in Singapore...and the only thing that separates me and the vast ocean with nothing beyond the horizon, is my kayak...scary...
damn tired now...damn tired...
Speak your mind baby :)
My Music
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Going to Desaru in just few hours! haha excited! planning to go there play water sports like jet ski and banana boating! haha! but going there with parents and not "you-know-what-and-who-i-mean" can be really sian too...
Going on a short vacation...should be happy but there is something that i just cant bear to leave behind... ):
and that's you <3 :)
Going on a short vacation...should be happy but there is something that i just cant bear to leave behind... ):
and that's you <3 :)
Sunday, August 2, 2009
This is a story that I wanna tell... Any resemblance deeply regretted ):
One day, X was walking alone at city-link, with the intention of going to suntec to window shop, he was alone, because his gf told him that she wanna study at home, so he decided to go out himself alone...he was wandering why his gf keep saying that she wanna study on Saturdays recently...but for her good, he ignored the loneliness...
About an hour later, in suntec, X was still walking around, missing the accompany of his gf...as he walked down the long corridor of suntec's shops, someone caught his attention...someone that he can surely recognise, someone that he wouldn't not recognised from far...
that someone is his gf...holding another guy's hand talking and laughing as the duo walked along the corridor...
X was stunned in his path...thinking "i thought she is at home studying? why is she out here with another guy?"...this time, the bell rang in his mind - you're being two-timed, you fool...!
wah i can seriously feel how he was like...heart sank, despaired,lost and having the feel of crying...
He has been loyal to his girl...providing her with all the love she deserved, all the care and attention...and obviously his time...but in front of him, is the scene that depressed him totally...
he couldnt believe his eyes so he decided to sms to check...he typed "hey ___, are you studying at home?"....and immediately the msg went off, the girl's phone rang...the ringtone so familiar...too familiar for comfort...then he saw her typing...awhile later, his phone vibrated..."yes dear, i am studying at home...why?"
screw her seriously...she is right in front of him and she didnt realised that...she is a damn bloody two timer...X treated her so good and this is her way of repaying him...
X was a damn good guy...damn good...but looking at her gf with another guy, X nearly broke down...
now everything seemed to make sense...X has seen her phone call log before, he saw some numbers and names that he doesn't know, either calling her or she called that number...it was all around 9 plus-10plus...no wonder every time when X call her and after entertaining him awhile, she said she needs to study and hung up...so that's the reason, to talk to another guy on the phone, flirting on the phone...even when X ask her why, she just says its her privacy...privacy so that she can flirt with other guys...
she was a good girl...X trusted her with all he had...but i seriously think he doesn't deserve this kind of ending...she seemed like a good girl...but how does she get to know all this different guys? every time there is guys messaging her but X ignored...assuming she will know what to do herself...how does she gets to know them? X was confused...very confused...guys that are older than her have her contact and stuff...just who is she?
He trusted her...but seemed like giving her freedom comes at a price that X seriously couldn't afford...
(for girls reading this...not just guys two-time...normally its the girl nowadays who two timed the guy...)
Every loyal guy's nightmare...being two-timed by his girl who he loves so much till he is willing to give her his life and future...and it sadly happened on X...
Back to my own stuff (:
well...spent the day outside at various places...hougang mall, hougang, bugis and national library...had a great day...but yesterday was the best (:
went to army market and had lots of fun (:
Chocolate Shake! haha!
我愿意天涯海角都随你去...love you (:
One day, X was walking alone at city-link, with the intention of going to suntec to window shop, he was alone, because his gf told him that she wanna study at home, so he decided to go out himself alone...he was wandering why his gf keep saying that she wanna study on Saturdays recently...but for her good, he ignored the loneliness...
About an hour later, in suntec, X was still walking around, missing the accompany of his gf...as he walked down the long corridor of suntec's shops, someone caught his attention...someone that he can surely recognise, someone that he wouldn't not recognised from far...
that someone is his gf...holding another guy's hand talking and laughing as the duo walked along the corridor...
X was stunned in his path...thinking "i thought she is at home studying? why is she out here with another guy?"...this time, the bell rang in his mind - you're being two-timed, you fool...!
wah i can seriously feel how he was like...heart sank, despaired,lost and having the feel of crying...
He has been loyal to his girl...providing her with all the love she deserved, all the care and attention...and obviously his time...but in front of him, is the scene that depressed him totally...
he couldnt believe his eyes so he decided to sms to check...he typed "hey ___, are you studying at home?"....and immediately the msg went off, the girl's phone rang...the ringtone so familiar...too familiar for comfort...then he saw her typing...awhile later, his phone vibrated..."yes dear, i am studying at home...why?"
screw her seriously...she is right in front of him and she didnt realised that...she is a damn bloody two timer...X treated her so good and this is her way of repaying him...
X was a damn good guy...damn good...but looking at her gf with another guy, X nearly broke down...
now everything seemed to make sense...X has seen her phone call log before, he saw some numbers and names that he doesn't know, either calling her or she called that number...it was all around 9 plus-10plus...no wonder every time when X call her and after entertaining him awhile, she said she needs to study and hung up...so that's the reason, to talk to another guy on the phone, flirting on the phone...even when X ask her why, she just says its her privacy...privacy so that she can flirt with other guys...
she was a good girl...X trusted her with all he had...but i seriously think he doesn't deserve this kind of ending...she seemed like a good girl...but how does she get to know all this different guys? every time there is guys messaging her but X ignored...assuming she will know what to do herself...how does she gets to know them? X was confused...very confused...guys that are older than her have her contact and stuff...just who is she?
He trusted her...but seemed like giving her freedom comes at a price that X seriously couldn't afford...
(for girls reading this...not just guys two-time...normally its the girl nowadays who two timed the guy...)
Every loyal guy's nightmare...being two-timed by his girl who he loves so much till he is willing to give her his life and future...and it sadly happened on X...
Back to my own stuff (:
well...spent the day outside at various places...hougang mall, hougang, bugis and national library...had a great day...but yesterday was the best (:
went to army market and had lots of fun (:
Chocolate Shake! haha!
我愿意天涯海角都随你去...love you (:
Friday, July 31, 2009
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
你不在，
当我最需要爱，
你却不在
found that actually it is this sentence that makes 王力宏's 你不在 so touching...lol...
People give love, expecting to receive twice as much love...
In this world, never take things or person for granted...everything and everyone is there for a reason...especially a reason to love and be loved... :/
haha this post makes me sound so emo! well...just stating some facts and truth :)
letting down my ego and pride for you...just for you...
当我最需要爱，
你却不在
found that actually it is this sentence that makes 王力宏's 你不在 so touching...lol...
People give love, expecting to receive twice as much love...
In this world, never take things or person for granted...everything and everyone is there for a reason...especially a reason to love and be loved... :/
haha this post makes me sound so emo! well...just stating some facts and truth :)
letting down my ego and pride for you...just for you...
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Thursday, July 16, 2009
some things that I need...
Casio Classic F series watch
(for canoeing use...cheap, so "injured" not so pain) =$30
Imitation of Havaianas sandals by Trail = $20
Movie tickets ( lots of movies to watch nowadays) (for two ^^) = $20+++
Unlimited love by ******** = Priceless
There are some things money can't buy,
for everything else,
there's
Mastercard!
haha!
Training reduced...sian-age...
^^ working hard now!
Love you! :)
Casio Classic F series watch
(for canoeing use...cheap, so "injured" not so pain) =$30
Imitation of Havaianas sandals by Trail = $20
Movie tickets ( lots of movies to watch nowadays) (for two ^^) = $20+++
Unlimited love by ******** = Priceless
There are some things money can't buy,
for everything else,
there's
Mastercard!
haha!
Training reduced...sian-age...
^^ working hard now!
Love you! :)
Monday, July 13, 2009
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Friday, July 10, 2009
我想你的每一天,强过在人间的一万年... I dun think I need to explain this...with you out of singapore this weekend, i think it will be hell for me...hell really... :( empty...
now its time...to say "Hi" to PIGLET! (no matter what, it still cant replace you...) haha...
I love you and I know the converse holds true :)
One last thing...i love you and you're the only one...
I'm yours...
now its time...to say "Hi" to PIGLET! (no matter what, it still cant replace you...) haha...
I love you and I know the converse holds true :)
One last thing...i love you and you're the only one...
I'm yours...
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Went to West Coast Park on friday (: its fun there seriously...a cooling quiet park with lots of facilties and big big McDonald's...love the peaceful atmosphere there! It also has nature paths where there is lots of squirrels! Uber cute!...haha :P
nearly lost my new phone on saturday...drop it on the bus and i have to chase it for 2 metres to knock on the door of the bus -.-lll AND i was nearly knocked down by a car earlier that day...trying to run across the road to rush to somewhere...seeing lots of near death encounters this year...
Saturday was a special day that's why i dun mind risking my life :)
Smile smile smile, bare my teeth! :D
a song lyric that suddenly came across my mind...
我比谁都清楚,
你的笑隐约透露着孤独,
快乐背后深深藏着痛楚,
坚强的面对然后偷偷的哭,
偷偷的哭...
te quiero,amor mio (:
nearly lost my new phone on saturday...drop it on the bus and i have to chase it for 2 metres to knock on the door of the bus -.-lll AND i was nearly knocked down by a car earlier that day...trying to run across the road to rush to somewhere...seeing lots of near death encounters this year...
Saturday was a special day that's why i dun mind risking my life :)
Smile smile smile, bare my teeth! :D
a song lyric that suddenly came across my mind...
我比谁都清楚,
你的笑隐约透露着孤独,
快乐背后深深藏着痛楚,
坚强的面对然后偷偷的哭,
偷偷的哭...
te quiero,amor mio (:
Monday, June 22, 2009
so true...
Did a fortune telling quiz and here is it:
People sometimes find you cold and reserved. They don't know you well enough though because in reality you're warm and passionate with a sensitivity to nature and natural beauty. But you hide your feelings. You're a natural worrier and as soon as you fall in love, you're afraid of being deserted. It's this fear that too often prevents you from committing or doing what feels right deep down: for example, leaving a someone you love through fear of them abandoning you one day. But over time, you gain confidence in yourself and your relationships have a better chance of lasting. Hidden agendas don't exist with you pair, as you both expect honesty and loyalty from one another no matter how brutal it may be. You complete one another, with these people you are able to have an intellectual debate or those deep intellectual conversations which you crave. The sexual chemistry between you to will last a lifetime and you only improve with age. They respect your reserved nature as they are a big believer in privacy themselves and will allow you to naturally come out of your shell. Finally, you would have met someone who matches your stamina in and out of the bedroom...but not just in the bedroom of course. They will go the distance with you. Just listen to your heart more instead of doing the most sensible thing all the time. Listen with your heart.
I believe you will bring me out of the shadow and the best out of me :)
I love you...
People sometimes find you cold and reserved. They don't know you well enough though because in reality you're warm and passionate with a sensitivity to nature and natural beauty. But you hide your feelings. You're a natural worrier and as soon as you fall in love, you're afraid of being deserted. It's this fear that too often prevents you from committing or doing what feels right deep down: for example, leaving a someone you love through fear of them abandoning you one day. But over time, you gain confidence in yourself and your relationships have a better chance of lasting. Hidden agendas don't exist with you pair, as you both expect honesty and loyalty from one another no matter how brutal it may be. You complete one another, with these people you are able to have an intellectual debate or those deep intellectual conversations which you crave. The sexual chemistry between you to will last a lifetime and you only improve with age. They respect your reserved nature as they are a big believer in privacy themselves and will allow you to naturally come out of your shell. Finally, you would have met someone who matches your stamina in and out of the bedroom...but not just in the bedroom of course. They will go the distance with you. Just listen to your heart more instead of doing the most sensible thing all the time. Listen with your heart.
I believe you will bring me out of the shadow and the best out of me :)
I love you...
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Shine We Are...
Alot of things happened...bad and happy ones...the bad one i shall keep to myself...let me learn to bring out the best in me for you :)
had canoeing farewell...busy day, kana complain by condo residents, chased away by security guards, spent time with her, swim, water polo, swimming pool wall siege?!?, bbq then went off early, then went to CCHMS class reunion, kana smashed with durains and splashed with water, wasted money seeing childish friends...never grow up...haiz...or is it i have changed and "grow" too fast?!? hmmm...
Everytime seeing you smile, it melts my heart, knowing that i have shattered your heart hurt me alot, but i promised you that the future will be better. smelling the fragrance on your hair freshen my day no matter how tired i am, because you are important to me and i doubt i can live without you :)
hope u like the gift :P
I love you
had canoeing farewell...busy day, kana complain by condo residents, chased away by security guards, spent time with her, swim, water polo, swimming pool wall siege?!?, bbq then went off early, then went to CCHMS class reunion, kana smashed with durains and splashed with water, wasted money seeing childish friends...never grow up...haiz...or is it i have changed and "grow" too fast?!? hmmm...
Everytime seeing you smile, it melts my heart, knowing that i have shattered your heart hurt me alot, but i promised you that the future will be better. smelling the fragrance on your hair freshen my day no matter how tired i am, because you are important to me and i doubt i can live without you :)
hope u like the gift :P
I love you
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Lalala!
Well...nothing much happening in my life recently...quite a so-so time (:
I realised I have improved so much since I joined canoeing...in terms of physique and my mind!
My will power had increased so much and my physical strength...dun need me to say! haha...maybe its because I have a source of power there (:
My mom says that my face has shrink? omg...perhaps its the effect of JC life! haha...or maybe I trained too much? Or is it the colour contrast since I have turn into a "Bangala"? hmmm...
你不再是匿名的宝贝 (:
I realised I have improved so much since I joined canoeing...in terms of physique and my mind!
My will power had increased so much and my physical strength...dun need me to say! haha...maybe its because I have a source of power there (:
My mom says that my face has shrink? omg...perhaps its the effect of JC life! haha...or maybe I trained too much? Or is it the colour contrast since I have turn into a "Bangala"? hmmm...
你不再是匿名的宝贝 (:
Saturday, June 6, 2009
:D
hmmm...this few days had been wonderful i can say...realised that i NEED to change myself for the better! And wearing contacts isn't that bad afterall :D
I can block the sun for you (:
I can block the sun for you (:
Monday, June 1, 2009
Being A Better Man (:
hmmm...so-so lo this few days...on Saturday went to ECP to pei T-A-F ppl walk...impressively they can walk better than we canoeists! LOL? haha...there were 9 other canoeists with me after invitation by Mr Chua...play play play till we drop! haha! I even brought my scooter along!
Believe me, I changed alot even since i met _ (:
I am a completely different person now as compared to last time :)
"男人流泪比流血加倍心痛"?
do you know abt this? (:
and seeing you cry is twice that pain... ):
You made me wanna be a better man :)
Believe me, I changed alot even since i met _ (:
I am a completely different person now as compared to last time :)
"男人流泪比流血加倍心痛"?
do you know abt this? (:
and seeing you cry is twice that pain... ):
You made me wanna be a better man :)
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
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