(:

hmmm feeling damn blessed nowadays (:













nothing'g gonna change my love for you... (:

Tired!

I am currently to tired to say anything...but today i did something remarkable in my life (:

ok i had a terrible training today...i blacked out all of a sudden when i was in my nelo then i just tilt to the right and crashed...i capsized unconscious...then when i regained my mind, i realsied i was alr floating...so i hang on to my boat while waiting for rescue...the scariest thing in my life happened and i thought today was the end of my life...argh -.-

my mind is currently blank and in a daze...













__'s the first girl I kissed, I was so nervous that I nearly missed... (:

WTF!!!!!!!!!

Here the reason i am saying WTF!:

' A freelance canoeing instructor is believed to have drowned while coaching some secondary school students at the MacRitchie Reservoir.

According to national water agency PUB, which operates Singapore's reservoirs, the man's canoe capsized shortly after 6pm.

An eyewitness called the MediaCorp hotline and said he saw a canoe sinking and some school girls crying near the shore.

Officers from the Singapore Civil Defence Force (SCDF) received a call at about 6.45pm.

When they arrived, they were taken across the reservoir in a speedboat. The body had already been pulled onto shore.

Civil Defence officers found some people believed to be the victim's colleagues and friends attempting to perform cardiopulmonary resuscitation (CPR) on him.

SCDF officers took over CPR but the man could not be revived. Paramedics pronounced the 35-year-old man dead at the scene.

Police are investigating how he fell into the water.'



OMG! I dun know wat else to say...

2 months ago, an Indian guy in my canoeing team told me that something pull his leg at the pontoon of bedok reservoir, me and my friends laughed, thinking he was kidding...and JUST! one of my seniors told me that few years back, a body of a lady was found under the pontoon! after she committed suicide there...NOW EVERYTHING MAKES SENSE! That Indian guy said something pull his leg at the pontoon area and years back they found her body there...WTF!


I AM FREAKING OUT!!!!!!!!!! i still have training tmr morning leh...wtf goosebumps all over alr!






Shall sleep now! and stop thinking alr...buay tahan alr ~.~ *pray pray*...

Backstabbed...

how i can really feel the impact of backstabbing and the power of girls...

back-tracked to my april's post "Hmmm..." , " theory of the day: belittle any girls and that's the doom of u... (: girls are powerful creatures...guys are no more the dominant creature already... one bad stuff abt u from their mouth = gg for ur days in sch..." and maybe i should add canoeing behind sch...

seriously i am steaming now because of some ignorant ppl who did not understand the situation and still backstabbed ppl...seriously fk up...





nothing more i can say...






to___ , I love you (:

:P

ok today went to sch with slight fever...so i thought it will be alright and i could tahan the day, but during econs lecture, the first lecture of the day, i took my own temperature and saw a stunning result...38.45...then after much persuasions from husni and sheryl,i decided to go down to the temperature taking area near the sick bay to have my temperature taken...and the auntie was shocked and brought me to the general office where the staffs demanded me to go home despite me telling them i wanna stay in sch...ok i bo bian guai guai listen to them...when i sign out at the guard house at the main gate, the security guard said that i must be crazy to come sch with the validity of MC ( becoz my MC states 2 days 18/5-19/5)...haha then off i go, went home after my dad picked me up...and for one very simple reason why i go to sch even though i am sick, caused its damn boring at home!

And my temperature went record high! 40.1 in the afternoon! thats damn high! but luckily, after 2 hours it went down to 39.7...wow...sense of relief! haha...now my temperature is 38.2....ok lah...going down alr...







honey,dun worry so much about me...i am alright and i love you (:

-.-

damn sian lah today...went to sch for 2 lessons then my head is spinning...like flo rida's "Right Round"!...haha...then took pink form and went to tampines polyclinic to see doctor...and i cant believe the 5 medicine together with MC only cost $8.10?!?...Singapore government very good leh...provide such cheap healthcare!


haha i look like a freaking terrorist in that mask lah!!! -.-lll and it matches our sch uniform too :) haha...damn retarded lah the polyclinic...wants me to wear a mask -.- okok i understand...ppl are worried about swine flu...







And here's something i wanna say...i despise those ppl who are being sarcastic and comment about others when they themselves are worse...if u're better than me, then u can be sarcastic to me or laugh at me, but if u're a noob and still being sarcastic, u're the biggest loser...and dun even need to dream about winning....i have my days and i have the rights to tell it...u want to listen, then listen...dun want, just stfu...what's the point of being sarcastic when u are really nothing at all?








Shall sleep early tonight (:

OMG!

haha nothing much happened today (:

here's a picture taken yesterday after canoeing orientation...and i have cool brown hair?!? haha...
















here's something for all lovers, and YOU !

Canoeist Orientation!

haha today had a damn tired day...early in the morning wake up at 730am?!? when my orientation starts at 830am in ECP?!? haha i chiong all the way to eunos before someone's :) and her kind dad picked me up and we managed to reach there JUST in time!

:D thanks alot!

meet up with the canoeists outside Mac, then after some super funny and interesting ice breaking games, we went to borrow bikes! and guess wat, its only 10 bucks for 4 hours brcause we rented like 42 bikes? haha...same thing happened again...cycle 4 hours with high speed continuously=numb lp...and i told other canoeists after the amazing race that "I HAVE THE FEEL TO URINE, BUT I GOT THE FEELING THAT I CANT URINE!" haha! seriously till now its still numb... -.-lll

here's a question in one of the stations " When goes Up when its WET and comes Down when its DRY"...haha sounds super wrong but the answer is super simple...but apparently the more u think the worse the answer gets!
ANS: UMBELLA! (but we guys think till..............................) haha :)

Went to Parkway to eat after the orientation at 3 plus?!? then went to walk walk awhile till 630pm before going somewhere else (:

Sadly i dun have the pictures yet...see if tmr i could get them! :)








Your smell still lingers in between my fingers... (:

:)

BEAUTIFULLY IMPERFECT.










P.S 我爱你...

Happy happy!

haha today wake up early in the morning at 7am...went out of house at 750am, travel all the way to kovan to pick up somebody, then go all the way to clarke quay and fort canning... -.-lll damn boliao hor...haha...then gave a pitiful old lady 2 dollars to take train (: then went to dhoby ghaut to catch a movie!

"Taken" was the show...its damn cool sia...the father went to France to kick some bad Albanians' asses for kidnapping her virgin daughter to sell it to some Russian/Albanian excellence who brought her for 500,000 euros in a brothel/women-trafficking company...its NC16 by the way...too much shooting and blood spurting, too much neck breaking and bone cracking...haha the bone cracking sound was damn cool...the dad was a formal CIA agent...and he knows how to electrocute ppl! and he can kill around 12-15 ppl all by himself in a single house! and also demonstrated his anger by emptying a whole magazine of bullets at a baddie in the elevator!...haha damn good show but lots of deaths and killing!

Went to Vivo after that...to meet some ppl that i dun know...to celebrate one of them her birthday...lol...i'm an extra there -.-lll then went back to kovan! haha lots of laughter and joy!

then i hate this part...the long and lonely bus journey back to outside tpjc, to change bus home -.-lll







我想让你知道你是多么的重要。我爱你！

:)

nothing much today lo...went to the airport at 5 till 7pm? lots of laughter there (: and do i need a bra?!? lol that's a joke man...i need a bra for my neh neh? lol lah seriously... -.-lll I wanna say lots of things to the world, i wanna show the whole world about it, but i just couldn't...damn sian...









dun think too much about it k?

除了爱你还能爱谁？

Shiok ah!

ok here's what happened...remember wat i said before in the post "Zzzz tired!!!"? i said zhikang got to use a nelo vintage, and i promised myself that i'll get it by this week, and I'VE GOT IT! here's how a nelo vintage looks like...mine's bright yellow!

i cant believe i am using a world class olympic kayak!!! the type used by paddlers from Hungary, Poland, Belarus, Bulgaria, Germany, Lithuania,Canada and etc... together with a world class olympic paddle! Bracsa IV!


haha...damn shiok sia...today reached bedok reservoir, did my warm-up, and was changing to my slippers when mr chua came, "Weibin, go get yourself a nelo vintage and a brac from the shed."...i was like SONG(hokkien for shiok) ah inside me...haha...damn shiok damn shiok!!! finally got rid of the cheena peisheng for a portuguese Nelo!

its damn shiok in it when paddling too lah...its the LAMBORGHINI of kayaks, fast and adrenaline pumping kinda kayaks...i love it! but cant love it too much (:

went to eat with Canoeists after training, talking cocks while having dinner...haha my pinky felt so loved (: haha...







我的爱一天比一天更热烈....

每天爱你多一些 - 张学友

也曾追求
也曾失落
不再有梦
是你为我
推开天窗
打开心锁
让希望又转动
忙碌奔波
偶而迷惑
为了什么
是你给我
一份感动
一个理由
不疲倦不脆弱

这世界的永恒不多
让我们也成为一种
情深如海不移如山
用一生爱不完

我的爱一天比一天更热烈
要给你多些再多些不停歇
让你的生命只有甜和美 oh oh
遗忘该怎么流泪
我的爱一天比一天更热烈
要给你多些再多些不停歇
让恋人钟爱的每一句誓言 oh oh
不再难追全都实现

心中有爱人生如歌
唱着欢乐海阔天空
来去从容不惹烦忧
有了你别无求

这世界的永恒不多
让我们也成为一种
情深如海不移如山
用一生爱不完

我的爱一天比一天更热烈
要给你多些再多些不停歇
让你的生命只有甜和美 oh oh
遗忘该怎么流泪
我的爱一天比一天更热烈
要给你多些再多些不停歇
让恋人钟爱的每一句誓言 oh oh
不再难追全都实现

我的爱一天比一天更热烈
要给你多些再多些不停歇
让你的生命只有甜和美 oh oh
遗忘该怎么流泪
我的爱一天比一天还要坚决
要给你多些然后再多一些
让恋人钟爱的每一句誓言 oh oh
不再难追全都实现...

If Everyone Cared - Nickelback

From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive

[Chorus:]
If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died

And I'm singing Amen

Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive
Amen I, Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive

And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
(I'm alive)

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died

And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
If they could love like you and me
Imagine what the world could be

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died


If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died

We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day when nobody died

hmmm...

hmmm these few days like nothing to blog leh...but never mind, i'll try to "squeeze" something out...

Realised the need to train damn hard in order to excel in Canoeing...not letting any free time to slip man...while waiting for jason they all to eat during lunch while they go print PI, i went to the gym to workout...in my UNIFORM!!!...haha trained like 40 mins before Mrs Banana came saying : "Why are u in ur uniform?"...lol i apologised and left the gym sweating like dog ( some facts...dogs dun sweat through their skin but by their tongue, so ppl, stop saying sweating like a dog or something...)




The night view of the resevoir...isnt it chio? The water was lit up and was blue by juz the pure moonlight...u might see some white dots on the left but they are just some flies -.-lll ...if u're walking with ur love one by the reservoir, holding each other's hand, talking about ur day, about ur love for each other, isnt it just so romantic? hmmm... (:



haha isn't this lollipop cute and its "sweet"! haha...its MINE!!! lol lah -.-lll







Cause' you and I both love...

HAHA!!!

Ok...today had an interesting day in canoeing training...damn funny things happened...here's wat happened...

The hunch-backed auntie was lowering the school and national flag, when all of a sudden, the rope (or wire as she called it) came loose and dropped down. And laying on the floor was the white rope used for tying the flag. The auntie was frantically and anxiously asking us to find a cher or our cher in charge, and so when she saw Mr Alex Chua, she shouted: "Alex! Alex! Help!" and then Mr Chua as always, lending a helping hand, shouted: " J1 guys, those who had cleared ur 2 sets, follow me!"...he was damn shuai sia...haha...then with all their effort and around 10 mins together with the help of more than 10 fit canoeists *puke*, the flag pole was saved! but guess wat...it created "history"...haha refer below please...

Iwo Jima (Flag Of Our Fathers)

TPJC Stadium [Flag(pole) Of Our Fathers (Canoeists?!?)]
haha damn cute sia...the rest of the day was boring...except for an incident which had just created a change in my life (:









I'd give it all, I'd give for us...

Far Away - Nickelback

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore


So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

ahhhhh!!!

Feeling damn worried now...its 11:12 here and i am nervous about something...seriously never had this feeling so like so damn long...wah!...killing myself very soon...tomorrow will be a long day...a loooooooong day really...

Not much happenings on Sunday as usual...its the usual family day...had some ampang yong tou foo...which is completely different and totally lose out to the real yong tou foo in ampang, kuala lumpur...

I just hope tmr will be a good day for me (:

Trust, Honesty, the 2 most important elements in a relationship...could i have it?

Zzzz tired!!!

hmmm its like 1 a.m. now and i am still blogging...haha...today had a damn tired day lah (obviously due to canoeing). damn stress in canoeing coz zhi kang get to use the nelo vintage when i am still using a pei sheng (cheena boat) but obviously few grade higher than wat most j1s are using lah...so shouldnt grumble about it anymore...but still...grrrrr...

today was so tired that i could actually fall asleep on the toilet bowl while reading newspaper? WTF right? haha...ok stop talking about toilet and stuff... (:

had a few cuts today due to the bloody rocks in the reservoir...so fking slippery and sharp...i fell and cut my wrist...well maybe not so seriously lah but though a small cut but still lots of blood "gushed" out till my palm is covered in blood...the cut is like 1cm only but i am amazing by the amount of blood -.-lll ...
here's how my id band looks like (: DESIRE! cool right? haha...copy my seniors (theirs are determination and etc...) (: but mine is orange and it totally suits the jersey! everyday look at it...and think...desire, desire, desire...woohoo is it cool? haha i am sott sott already after all the "desire hypnotism"...

today got bullied by the canoeing j1 guys when we went out to have our lunch...suan till like there's no tomorrow...grrr...never mind all happy can already (:







I do not know where did i get that courage from after such a long period of "stagnation"......

Could I Have This Kiss Forever - Enrique Iglesias & Whitney Houston

Over and over I look in your eyes
you are all I desire
you have captured me
I want to hold you
I want to be close to you
I never want to let go
I wish that this night would never end
I need to know

Could I hold you for for a lifetime
Could I look into your eyes
Could I have this night to share this night together
Could I hold you close beside me
Could I hold you for all time
Could I could I have this kiss forever
Could I could I have this kiss forever, forever

Over and over I've dreamed of this night
Now you're here by my side
You are next to me
I want to hold you and touch you taste you
And make you want no one but me
I wish that this kiss could never end
oh baby please

Could I hold you for a lifetime
Could I look into your eyes
Could I have this night to share this night together
Could I hold you close beside me
Could I hold you for all time
Could I could I have this kiss forever
Could I could I have this kiss forever, forever

I don't want any night to go by
Without you by my side
I just want all my days
Spent being next to you
Lived for just loving you
And baby, oh by the way

Could I hold you for a lifetime
Could I look into your eyes
Could I have this night to share this night together
Could I hold you close beside me
Could I hold you for all time
Could I have this kiss forever
Could I could I have this kiss forever, forever

Wah!!!

Today had a damn tired day...went out at 8 to cycle, from ECP all the way to Changi Village to eat and cycle all the way back...4 hours in total...and my lp was numb on the way back after cycling for so long...seriously its wat they call cycle till ur lp drop ah...haha!!!
After all this, went to queensway shopping center to buy a nike water bottle and id wrist band?!?damn broke already!!! but had lots of fun and stuff happening on the way from ECP to queensway (: alot of surprised things...lol...here are some pictures taken when i was in ECP and some taken using the macro function (damn cool!)




It's really good to hear your voice saying my name, it sounds so sweet...