Sunday, August 16, 2009

A crying weakling and a joke...

Saturday, August 15, 2009

14th August 2009
One year countdown to Youth Olympics Games

Represented TPJC to run in today's YOG countdown run...lots and lots of ppl...
people mountain people sea really...

Cheated during the 2km ( super short) run...in fact all canoeists cheated XD...
We took the short cut and from 0 to the 1km mark 3 mins? haha!
then from the 1 km to 2 km mark, 5 mins bah...surprisingly short!
8 mins to run in a sea of people...zzz

When running in Padang, cameras' flashes were everywhere!!!
There are cheer leading volunteers there cheering and clapping as you enter Padang!
Damn touched!

Had a pathetic "dinner", McDonalds gave us only 6 pieces of nuggets and an apple tart each...super stingy...

Then come the EXCITING stuff...at around 740, me and a few other canoeists queued up to demonstrate our fitness with the ergometers at the rowing booth...rowing is not canoeing...its another type of flatwater racing...

preparing for race...

Starto!

Midway!

Ending soon!

DEAD!!!

Boat no. 4 is mine (which is reaching the finishing line), 2 is zhikang's, 3 is guowei's and 1 is vernissa [(observed) its not in the screen! haha!] :) i lead from the beginning...finished the 1000m race...my timing 3:42...a YOG rower standard...super shiok!

observed the 3rd picture, the guy in red standing beside Vernissa, he is the national coach for rowing...after i finished my race, he approaches me and ask me to join the SRA...whoots!!!

He siganlled for a seasoned rower and also the general manager of SRA to come...so the 3 person talked to me...blah blah blah...and they finally convinced me to go for Sunday's training/trial at Pandang Reservoir...giving me name cards and asking me to fill up a particular form which is damn lot to fill...

A CHANCE TO BECOME A NATIONAL ROWER TO REPRESENT SINGAPORE!

super shiok sia! now its 1.43am and i am still awake...too happy liao! haha!

but i think i will not make it through the trial XD

Here are the some of the pictures of fireworks and the timer :)















Had a wonderful day today :) super fun!

later at night, went to walk walk at Esplanade...the night scenario was just awesome...









I'll listen to what you say :)

Thursday, August 13, 2009

"I Love You" these 3 words, are quite powerful
but are they to you?
or maybe its because its everywhere? (:

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

this song has everything i wanna say :)





Look into my eyes, you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart, search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth trying for
You can't tell me it's not worth dying for
You know it's true
Everything I do, I do it for you

Look into your heart, you will find
There's nothing there to hide
Take me as I am, take my life
I would give it all, I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fighting for
I can't help it, there's nothing I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do, I do it for you

There's no love, like your love
And no other, could give more love
There's nowhere, unless you're there
All the time, all the way

Oh, you can't tell me it's not worth trying for
I can't help it, there's nothing I want more
I would fight for you, I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you, ya I'd die for you

Ya know it's true
Everything I do, I do it for you
when you are tired, i am there beside you
and when you sleep, i will hold your hands
just to let you know,even when you are in your dreams
i am always there for you :)













i love you
:)

Sunday, August 9, 2009

back from Desaru...its a super boring place...other than its endless sea and beautiful beach resort, its boring...i went sea kayaking for 1 hour plus...should be 2 hours because its charged at RM35 but fighting against the wave and wind, its tiring...and the super choppy waves makes me sick...the waves are high...u will never experience that in Singapore...and the only thing that separates me and the vast ocean with nothing beyond the horizon, is my kayak...scary...




damn tired now...damn tired...











Speak your mind baby :)
Going to Desaru in just few hours! haha excited! planning to go there play water sports like jet ski and banana boating! haha! but going there with parents and not "you-know-what-and-who-i-mean" can be really sian too...

Going on a short vacation...should be happy but there is something that i just cant bear to leave behind... ):












and that's you <3 :)

Sunday, August 2, 2009

This is a story that I wanna tell... Any resemblance deeply regretted ):


One day, X was walking alone at city-link, with the intention of going to suntec to window shop, he was alone, because his gf told him that she wanna study at home, so he decided to go out himself alone...he was wandering why his gf keep saying that she wanna study on Saturdays recently...but for her good, he ignored the loneliness...

About an hour later, in suntec, X was still walking around, missing the accompany of his gf...as he walked down the long corridor of suntec's shops, someone caught his attention...someone that he can surely recognise, someone that he wouldn't not recognised from far...

that someone is his gf...holding another guy's hand talking and laughing as the duo walked along the corridor...

X was stunned in his path...thinking "i thought she is at home studying? why is she out here with another guy?"...this time, the bell rang in his mind - you're being two-timed, you fool...!

wah i can seriously feel how he was like...heart sank, despaired,lost and having the feel of crying...

He has been loyal to his girl...providing her with all the love she deserved, all the care and attention...and obviously his time...but in front of him, is the scene that depressed him totally...

he couldnt believe his eyes so he decided to sms to check...he typed "hey ___, are you studying at home?"....and immediately the msg went off, the girl's phone rang...the ringtone so familiar...too familiar for comfort...then he saw her typing...awhile later, his phone vibrated..."yes dear, i am studying at home...why?"

screw her seriously...she is right in front of him and she didnt realised that...she is a damn bloody two timer...X treated her so good and this is her way of repaying him...

X was a damn good guy...damn good...but looking at her gf with another guy, X nearly broke down...

now everything seemed to make sense...X has seen her phone call log before, he saw some numbers and names that he doesn't know, either calling her or she called that number...it was all around 9 plus-10plus...no wonder every time when X call her and after entertaining him awhile, she said she needs to study and hung up...so that's the reason, to talk to another guy on the phone, flirting on the phone...even when X ask her why, she just says its her privacy...privacy so that she can flirt with other guys...

she was a good girl...X trusted her with all he had...but i seriously think he doesn't deserve this kind of ending...she seemed like a good girl...but how does she get to know all this different guys? every time there is guys messaging her but X ignored...assuming she will know what to do herself...how does she gets to know them? X was confused...very confused...guys that are older than her have her contact and stuff...just who is she?

He trusted her...but seemed like giving her freedom comes at a price that X seriously couldn't afford...


(for girls reading this...not just guys two-time...normally its the girl nowadays who two timed the guy...)


Every loyal guy's nightmare...being two-timed by his girl who he loves so much till he is willing to give her his life and future...and it sadly happened on X...



















Back to my own stuff (:

well...spent the day outside at various places...hougang mall, hougang, bugis and national library...had a great day...but yesterday was the best (:

went to army market and had lots of fun (:

Chocolate Shake! haha!







我愿意天涯海角都随你去...love you (:

Friday, July 31, 2009


well...mine is the older version...but... why does it look like a NINJA TURTLE shell?

LOL!

haha...got a gold for napfa...ok lah... 4 As and 2 Cs...how i wish that was my studies -.-




nerdy pick up lines are cool!









Baby, every time I see you, my cardiovascular system gets all worked up
XD

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

你不在,

当我最需要爱,

你却不在


found that actually it is this sentence that makes 王力宏's 你不在 so touching...lol...


People give love, expecting to receive twice as much love...


In this world, never take things or person for granted...everything and everyone is there for a reason...especially a reason to love and be loved... :/




haha this post makes me sound so emo! well...just stating some facts and truth :)








letting down my ego and pride for you...just for you...

Monday, July 27, 2009

我爱你,心就特别软 :)












Your scent lingers around me...
:)

Saturday, July 25, 2009

you are always there for me (:

always bringing me joy and laughters :D

always there to chill me XD

always there to take care of me :P



and I will also always be there for you :)








Studied in airport...quite fun :) its better than being alone studying there like in the past :)






love you :)

Thursday, July 16, 2009

some things that I need...

Casio Classic F series watch
(for canoeing use...cheap, so "injured" not so pain) =$30


Imitation of Havaianas sandals by Trail = $20


Movie tickets ( lots of movies to watch nowadays) (for two ^^) = $20+++


Unlimited love by ******** = Priceless


There are some things money can't buy,
for everything else,
there's
Mastercard!


haha!


Training reduced...sian-age...


^^ working hard now!






Love you! :)

Monday, July 13, 2009

忘了幸福是什么
没有你的夜特别的漆黑
只能闭上双眼去感觉
没有我的夜谁在你身边
代替了那个从前
失去了曾经的拥有
在你离开以后
带走了笑容
只留下寂寞
忘了幸福是什么
没有你的夜特别的漆黑
只能闭上双眼去感觉
没有我的夜谁在你身边
代替了那个从前
能不能让我再一次说你爱我
回到还在你怀里的时候
能不能让我再一次拥有
曾属于我的温柔
失去才会懂得珍惜
但我珍惜你
伤越痛就是爱越深

_________________________________________


在爱的纯真世界,
你就是我唯一,
永远永远不要怀疑
我把你当作我的空气,
如此形影不离,
我大声说我爱的就是你
在爱的幸福国度,
你就是我唯一,
我唯一爱的就是你,
我真的爱的就是你......

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Cant stand it anymore...really cant...ugh!



I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time









sianzation, loneliness, and emptiness set in, in the heart of mine...

Baby, return soon! Return to my embrace :)

Friday, July 10, 2009

我想你的每一天,强过在人间的一万年... I dun think I need to explain this...with you out of singapore this weekend, i think it will be hell for me...hell really... :( empty...



now its time...to say "Hi" to PIGLET! (no matter what, it still cant replace you...) haha...



I love you and I know the converse holds true :)










One last thing...i love you and you're the only one...

I'm yours...

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Went to West Coast Park on friday (: its fun there seriously...a cooling quiet park with lots of facilties and big big McDonald's...love the peaceful atmosphere there! It also has nature paths where there is lots of squirrels! Uber cute!...haha :P

nearly lost my new phone on saturday...drop it on the bus and i have to chase it for 2 metres to knock on the door of the bus -.-lll AND i was nearly knocked down by a car earlier that day...trying to run across the road to rush to somewhere...seeing lots of near death encounters this year...

Saturday was a special day that's why i dun mind risking my life :)
Smile smile smile, bare my teeth! :D




a song lyric that suddenly came across my mind...

我比谁都清楚,
你的笑隐约透露着孤独,
快乐背后深深藏着痛楚,
坚强的面对然后偷偷的哭,
偷偷的哭...







te quiero,amor mio (:

Monday, June 22, 2009

so true...

Did a fortune telling quiz and here is it:

People sometimes find you cold and reserved. They don't know you well enough though because in reality you're warm and passionate with a sensitivity to nature and natural beauty. But you hide your feelings. You're a natural worrier and as soon as you fall in love, you're afraid of being deserted. It's this fear that too often prevents you from committing or doing what feels right deep down: for example, leaving a someone you love through fear of them abandoning you one day. But over time, you gain confidence in yourself and your relationships have a better chance of lasting. Hidden agendas don't exist with you pair, as you both expect honesty and loyalty from one another no matter how brutal it may be. You complete one another, with these people you are able to have an intellectual debate or those deep intellectual conversations which you crave. The sexual chemistry between you to will last a lifetime and you only improve with age. They respect your reserved nature as they are a big believer in privacy themselves and will allow you to naturally come out of your shell. Finally, you would have met someone who matches your stamina in and out of the bedroom...but not just in the bedroom of course. They will go the distance with you. Just listen to your heart more instead of doing the most sensible thing all the time. Listen with your heart.





I believe you will bring me out of the shadow and the best out of me :)

I love you...

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Shine We Are...

Alot of things happened...bad and happy ones...the bad one i shall keep to myself...let me learn to bring out the best in me for you :)

had canoeing farewell...busy day, kana complain by condo residents, chased away by security guards, spent time with her, swim, water polo, swimming pool wall siege?!?, bbq then went off early, then went to CCHMS class reunion, kana smashed with durains and splashed with water, wasted money seeing childish friends...never grow up...haiz...or is it i have changed and "grow" too fast?!? hmmm...











Everytime seeing you smile, it melts my heart, knowing that i have shattered your heart hurt me alot, but i promised you that the future will be better. smelling the fragrance on your hair freshen my day no matter how tired i am, because you are important to me and i doubt i can live without you :)

hope u like the gift :P

I love you